What are you studying? What do you want to be?
I realise that old thread may have the answers but I'm not about to go there and expose myself to all that sickness.
I study web graphic design and film and I will intern for a company that makes props for big budget movies when I learn to stop blurting out my thoughts and meowing or saying my cats' names. I have this bad habit of making lewd jokes almost all the time. I almost got in trouble at film school when a prospective new student came and I joked that as his initiation, we'd strip him naked and blindfold him and take turns spanbking him with a paddle.
I suggested that I could intern if I worked with a ball gag in my mouth so I'd keep my mouth shut but the director said it was inapropriate.
I get told my mind is in the gutter. They are so vey wrong. My mind is in the sewer.