cleaned apartment, took partner to airport, cleaned apartment some more, ran bathwater and about to take my last bath here. made the following to do list:
clean some more, check cobwebs, closets and storage box, load car and estimate if a trip to the big storage box is warranted. if not, i will sleep in the bathroom, go to work for 12:30 tomorrow, notify phone service to shut off phone, call IRS to ask for payment arrangement, call hospital to ask for payment arrangement, write articles to see if i can make money from them, leave work for mother's house at 8pm, settle in for the night there and hope that grief doesn't disable me from doing what i need to do.