Thanks guys.
I have no trouble dealing with my own pain, BTDT, etc. but the hard part for me is dealing with other peoples' pain.
I can not even conceive of their pain, much less present some way to help them through it. I just go cold, hard and stone-like while I watch all of them wretch in grief.
I do not know what to do.
It is not that I feel stronger than average, but this shit gets old and I have seen too much to stay soft and most of my tender parts are scabbed over.