nearly saw my dog get hit by a car. fucking horrible
That makes no sense.
Did you NEARLY see your dog get hit by a car - meaning that your dog is most likely to be gravely injured, if alive at all and you were NOT watching it in traffic - or did you see your dog ALMOST get hit by a car, because you were watching it, which means that your dog is OK, right now?
If your dog is gone, then you have my empathy. I have lost a great many dogs in a great many of horrible deaths.