I had a chat with an AS/autism support person. She'll now organise some support for me.
Does anyone of you ever feel like a fraud when meeting these people? I had the idea that she was expecting some spaz unable to cope with anything...
Actually, for the first half year with our team of psychs, I felt like I was being patronized. They called me a "success story" because I had managed to have a career and then switched careers and remade myself. They knew full well I fit their mold for spazzism, but I was just dealing with things, with absolutely no knowledge of what I was experiencing, the best I knew how.
If I had a question about myself, during my denial stage, they said that I was trying to take away their time from my kids.
I felt more like they were frauds, at first.