i used to be extremely misanthropic, but lately ive gone into a "phase" i guess, with a lot of "understanding" of people, how they function, and mostly of how they are innocent in their stupidity - they are just animals, like cats or horses, they dont know what they do or why they do it,
but i guess its now lately that i suddenly realized the full implications of this
for me personally and as for positive people, i have long since given up university prospects, but i have successfully been family-pressured into trying a new semester at the university, under the conditions that i will not pay a single krone for it, because i have told them directly: i. believe. i. will. fail. i am
not gonna get myself another 100 000 krone debt, as a payment for failure.
they agree with it, primarily cus they are positively adament that i will pass with flying goddamn colors, regardless of me never having passed anything school-related in my life.
(i passed all the mandatory schooling, but just very very barely... )
its like religion:
fact - nobody can walk on water. peoples attitudes - jesus can!
fact - im not gonna pass university ffs, im completely demotivated, and i couldnt even understand what the guy was talking about during the 10 minute quick meeting with some dude there. see, i dont even know what kind of dude it was...
peoples attitudes - sure youll pass!