You are looking for my vulnerability and any time you think you see one you come back in with more of the same. I'm not in this alone as you would like to think and don't have to put up with your ongoing abuses.
You are right Meadow. You do not have to put up with abuses. You are a grown woman and have free will and choices. You are not able to chane what others think or even necessarily their actions. What you can chnage is either the way you react to the behaviour or to remove yourself from "harm's way". You are able to make these choices and no-one here can or will disallow you these options.
If you choose to be here and do not like the way you are treated then demanding others to change is not very likely and reporting the site to any authority, will have them ask a few pertinent questions
"Why did you not just leave?"
"Did you do anything to exacerbate the situation or was there anything from your end?" (Kind of coming to court with clean hands)
"What rules have they broken?"
You and we both know that any examination will not make you look like the victim that you would like to be seen as. I am not saying you do not feel it either. I do not think that this is an act. It does remind me some of The Chosen One. He was doing exactly the same. He said he would report us, he demanded this and that, he was abusive and could not handle it back. He demand we ban him and eventually he asked to be deregistered.
Speaking to him afterwards he said "I wish they would have just banned me. I could not help myself"
So I understand. But your inability to make rational choices does not make your situation anyone else's fault.
Have they been mean to you? Yes and you have them. Have they banned you? No and they do not need to. For the most part they are not even interacting with you now and still you are demanding they pay you attention.
Doesn't look good does it mate/ Nor convincing?