I just need to focus on what I need to do for myself. I've been screwed over by people too much to post my art here. I'm not great with human relations but I wasn't that bad either. I tried the best I could. I don't do anything in moderation and the stress gets to me. I have many different kinds of art series. One encompasses over 10,000 and only about a quarter are market worthy but that's quite a lot in that series. It's a special interest that I continue to work a lot on and the largest by far than the others. There are many different types that range between a couple hundred to twelve in a series. I do classical art too. It disappoints me that I can't get along with people but maybe it's because I'm too devoted to my creative work and the people thing pulls me away from it. It's too stressful for me as much as I do not relish being alone all the time. Language and reading and writing strains my nervous system the side that was damaged most with language. When I do creative work alone there's no stress. Just a fact of life to accept. Plus I have very hard feeling that go back to early years of abuse by peers, stabbed with pencil and the likes. Very violent stuff. I could take what my family did but from my peers it was unbearable and at a place I wanted the most from which was school. So yeah I hate all you lucky bastards who got to have their education. My art and writing and vocabulary is better than many college graduates, but that's beside the point.
Fuck you Odeon you're just a dirt bag.
