Youre right
but I worry that if I start making sure the toilet's down all the time, I will get OCD about it
that's the annoying thing. working out what's safe to do and what isn't. i often think "well this would be a NORMAL thing to do - even people without OCD dont like that", but my OCD isn't at a safe enough level yet for me to wanna add anything else to my bathroom routine
especially as the one problem I still have with it is to do with the "toilet atmosphere" (I am still having trouble breathing in the toilet. it's really fucked up
I'm ruining everyone's exciting toothbrush conversation, I apologise
here's a photo of the shop outside my house
i'm very sleepy