How does it feel to identify with another gender. Do you feel a lot different now than you did in your GA days? Was it very good feeling to change?
Are you still into Star Trek?
It feels like identifying with any gender? I dunno it's hard to explain, like "so what's it like being autistic?" lol
I guess confusion is a big factor, most of my life I spent accepting what society was telling me, I was a male. I didn't fit in with other guys though, but I thought that was just autism...
But eventually the incongruity with how I felt and how the world told me I was got too much for me to continue with.
It's an annoying situation to be honest.
I'm far more emotional now, which is a bit of a cliche heh, but true nonetheless. I was closed, reserved before. I kept my emotions bottled up (other than anger unfortunately), but now they've exploded into my life, and it's causing a massive amount of chaos.
But I wouldn't change anything (other than physical stuff), I like being female. It fits a lot better than male ever did.
I still get dysphoria (short periods of acute depression) about my transition (as in what's yet to come), and how I'm still kinda stuck half way (physically) and get all anxious about passing.
But even with all that, I'd still do it again if I had a do-over (though I'd do sooooooo sooner)
Yes I am still a Trekkie
