I disagree that nurses have the right to be angry at suicide patients. To behave in such way just seems like a result negative stigma or ignorance toward mental illness.
A suicide patient who has required medical hospitalisation is no different from someone who has suffered an injury. Being suicidal, one is not in the right frame of mind, thinking is distorted, and they're in so much emotional pain (sometimes) that everything is clouded. So their actions can not be indicative of any real or actual desire to cease existence, but rather that the idea of ceasing to exist seems like the only viable response to their pain. It's an illness like any other.
Nurses have no more right to be angry at a suicide patient than they do a clumsy handyman.
I've been suicidal a lot. In fact I'm not entirely sure I can remember a time when it hasn't been there, lurking in the back of mind. I've only attempt twice in my life (once at 9 and again a two years ago) both of those weren't entirely serious efforts though and could probably be added to the plethora of other self harmful actions I've taken, which include a lot of mild overdoses (non-lethal but beyond prescription levels).
This past month over I was so depressed and so suicidal that I actually formulated the most detailed and well thought plan on how I could pull it off with as minimal fuss to my family as possible. I won't go into it here. The only thing that really stopped me, I feel, was my overriding sense of laziness. I didn't want to do it because it seemed like an effort, and in my depressive funk any effort was far too much for me to consider. And I couldn't overdose on pills because, as renaeden mentioned, there'd be a mess to clean up and I couldn't fathom making my family go through that, especially so soon after Xmas.
Something I wrote on my blog a while back;
Last week it peaked, to the point I was suicidal. Seriously suicidal. I had a plan and everything. Worked it all out in my head. Well that was the most worked out plan, I had/have others. It was scary. I was worried? that I was going to do something. I guess not worried for me, but worried for everyone who cares about me, particularly my Mum and [renaeden]. But I have to admit I would still welcome it… :/
Suicidal thoughts don't always accompany depressions though. I've had many a suicidal thought and plans while I've been in a good mood. It's one of the things that worries me about high moods, and hypomania and such. Because the higher the mood the less impulse control I have...or really..The less lazy I become. And if I have the energy and impulsiveness and the suicidal thoughts...I might actually do something...