I dunno why I think about castration so much.
Just something that keeps popping up. I have the mind of a chimpanzee. All I seem to think about is sex, violence, and misery.
I like to think about women castrating men, because it makes me hate women all the more. At least that's one reason. I think about that and it feeds my desire to see them suffer.
I'm a great guy haha.
No I'm not. I can't expect anyone else to like me - I don't even like myself! I've just spent so many years with these aberrant thoughts bouncing around the inside of my skull that the repetition is driving me mad.
I know people will see me as a psycho killer. I'm really a pathetic shut in who harms, and doesn't even interact with, anyone. All this alone time, failure, and bitterness has just led to a magnification of my already hideous personality.
This site is too inviting. "Anything goes! Freaks welcome!" I don't believe it for a goddamn second, and yet here I am setting myself like a fool.