The Importance of Being Jack

[Osensitive1]

Thank you, professor. I don't think I'll ever forget your signature.

[midlifeaspie]

Now how are we going to keep in touch via PM?  You made me an offer that I want to hold you to.

[Osensitive1]

How very clever and devious of you, Hubert.

[Osensitive1]

I am guessing someone else has already said:

If you leave you arent learning from your life experiences....you are just running away......again       

I don't think I'm running away; I'm having a problem, coming clean about it, and facing it.

I was thinking about this and thought I should explain more, as my account of happenings in my op was brief. I didn't just run away from Zomg. I fully admit it creeped me out to no end but I absolutely responded to the attack, though it was with no result what so ever. The attack was in third person, and my response was ignored while the third person attack continued. I have no need for the raging outbursts of anyone, and have always avoided those who need to share their rage. That might seem cowardly to some, and it might be, but I think I'm a better person without certain things in my life.

[Pyraxis]

Are you encouraging clever and devious?

[Osensitive1]

I know I shouldn't encourage hubert, but sometimes I still do.

[renaeden]

I won't think it lame of you if you say you are leaving and then decide to stay. Not lame at all. I think you have added quality to Intensity. You have unique views on things. You post in a way that makes me think and I like that, it keeps my mind from circulating around the same old stuff.

Wondering what your interests are outside of forums, do you work, study, volunteer or something else. I couldn't gauge what your interests were before as you seem to know a lot about a wide range of topics.

Thank you, renaden. I'm a data specialist; work on a team to control, supply, and maintain a data warehouse. I've been doing for about two years, and previously worked in risk management over safety and ethics compliance for the same company. My general interests can vary and often do. I have a life long special interest, but don't talk about it, because people can find an obsession with horror to be weird. This interest has grown and changed as I've matured and lost all interest in fiction. Though I still love a good horror film, outside of that, my interest is horror fact. Criminal psychology is my interest.

Stupid question: what is a data warehouse? I did think you were pretty smart and I was right. As for criminal psychology, a fair few students in my psych classes are also doing criminology - people are starting to take an interest in this subject.

Am wondering what makes autistics different to interact with online compared to people who are not autistic. To you. Genuinely curious about this. To say that autistic people have beautiful and interesting minds is a high compliment indeed.

I find horror to be too scary for me most of the time. But I don't think an obsession with it is weird, given the books, the movies, the websites about it, etc. It can be a very in-depth subject. Thanks for sharing.

[ZEGH8578]

*tries to read and get a clue*

if your leaving, dont

[Squidusa]

Jack:

I seriously sympathise with you here , I feel bad for the stupid shit I did when I was younger and the pretty disgusting things I said towards people.

But... from what I gather you actually have nothing to feel guilty over , you are an amazing person who I seriously doubt would intentionally harm a site for autistics... but what's happened has happened and there is no animosity towards you.

As for being detrimental here , that's utter twaddle.

Your presence is welcomed and I think if you go I2 will be missing a very well liked member.

Really hope you stop painting yourself so negatively and see how well liked you are here , we may have had our arguments but I would seriously miss you if you left.

[Zippo]

if you leave I2 you will be missed jack, and trust me... you dont want to be missed.

i kill people i miss.

[skyblue1]

I am guessing someone else has already said:

If you leave you arent learning from your life experiences....you are just running away......again       

I don't think I'm running away; I'm having a problem, coming clean about it, and facing it.

I was thinking about this and thought I should explain more, as my account of happenings in my op was brief. I didn't just run away from Zomg. I fully admit it creeped me out to no end but I absolutely responded to the attack, though it was with no result what so ever. The attack was in third person, and my response was ignored while the third person attack continued. I have no need for the raging outbursts of anyone, and have always avoided those who need to share their rage. That might seem cowardly to some, and it might be, but I think I'm a better person without certain things in my life.

forgot to mention, I would miss you

["couldbecousin"]

 I would miss your dry fleur humor and your monitoring of the guests and bots! 

[Osensitive1]

Stupid question: what is a data warehouse?

Am wondering what makes autistics different to interact with online compared to people who are not autistic. To you.

A data warehouse is where a company stores their information for their product. Then core information is then accessible through various software applications and levels of access, depending on the end user and what information they need.

I don't know what makes it different. I had never wanted to interact with anyone online.

[renaeden]

Ah ok. I think I get the idea, thanks.

I find autistic people to be more... factual I guess. I think you are on the spectrum somewhere, I hope you don't mind my saying. Some people here are not formally diagnosed as well. Sometimes it can be too hard to get a diagnosis, the health system makes it that way. Especially for adults.

Another question: do you still have a blog?

[Osensitive1]

forgot to mention, I would miss you

I'll miss you too, blue one.

if you leave I2 you will be missed jack, and trust me... you dont want to be missed.

i kill people i miss.

Thanks, zippo.

Really hope you stop painting yourself so negatively and see how well liked you are here , we may have had our arguments but I would seriously miss you if you left.

Thank you, squid. No worries about my negativity, I'll be fine. No worries about the arguements too, I have a big bias toward youth.

*tries to read and get a clue*

if your leaving, dont

Thanks, zeg.