Found a site that deals in nootropics, and I've been wanting to restart a nootropic stack. Tried a few of the 'racetams with helpful results on my now awful memory loss and lack of energy, piracetam, aniracetam and the best of the lot, that I've tried so far, pramiracetam, although its expensive. Thinking I might order some modafinil or one of its analogs, noopept looks interesting, and I'd really like to (at separate times) compare selank and semax, a pair of peptidic nootropics that work via modulation of the stress hormone response (one is a modified portion of ACTH, the other a modified tuftsin derivative, can't be taken orally seeing as they are peptides, but work either via nasal spray, or better, subcutaneous injection) and the really interesting thing is they offer a few real unusual nootropics, such as the AMPAkine IDRA-21 and NSI-189
http://www.smarternootropics.com/nsi-189/Wouldn't mind restocking some pramiracetam, and giving coluracetam and phenylpiracetam a try too.
Typically, I'll use an amphetamine of some kind (in therapeutic doses, or somewhat above, not enough to get smashed, just enough when something must be done and I can't find the energy to move (sometimes Its so bad I can't summon the energy and drive to go and get a drink even, until in the ravenings of thirst, and even then, have drunk neat, undiluted lime cordial just because I can't physically get up, and that was close by)
But it isn't that sort of thing I want really. I don't just want either a recreational and reinforcing drug to serve the purpose, but something that'll actually help fix the deficit itself rather than just giving me a shove in the right direction on a temporary basis. And FINALLY found a source of memantine, I've tried it before and the stuff worked like magic, made all the memory, attentional, motivation etc. energy problems just disappear.