Elated.
I phoned my stalker, and got to hear that beautiful, entrancing voice she has, first time I've heard from her in months. Her eldest son is getting married, just caught my stalker while she was busy packing for her flight.
She has an effect on me that no other woman ever has. Her voice, even hearing from her via email, truly captivated me. And her pics, I spend hours on end just looking at her sleeping. She is the first and last thing I see before going to bed, and on waking up. Truly, the most wonderful, sweetest, most beautiful woman ever to draw breath upon the face of this earth.