ive luckily never had to experience that myself
probably cus i was never invited many places much
im trying to remember... ive wanted chicks and not gotten them, they seem to have just faded out of my conciousness, or ive supressed the memories
closest i got was merely wanting to bang a chick, and getting closer and closer to the goal one night, drunk, afterparty, then she ended up getting smooched AND fondled - basically on top of me. i had to move out of the way :I
aww, that shit it the worst
and I have pined, for months, over silly boys.
The worst I think was Jake .... cause I had him ...kinda
I liked him for like 6 months, always patiently just kinda worshipping him from afar. He was in my "clique" so I hung out with him like everyday
so on one fourth of july weekend party thing, we hookup. And "start dating". Well like a week later he tells me ... that
He kinda likes me but really really likes my friend Missy so he doesnt think he should date me.
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Well, Missy rejected him and I fucked his brother out of spite.