Why a fork? because I couldn't be forked looking for a spoon. So I thought forkit, I'm eating this with a forking well cake fork.
So I did. Getting the last bits out of the glass jar with my tongue and fingertips after getting out of licking range. Then I ate the other jar.
And Bird's custard powder is the stuff i envisioned when you said 'cant get the vanilla custard'...tell me how to make them??? please??? they sound good.
I love that custard, made thin, enough to drink it, especially if blended with a bit of milk and some vanillin, ethylvanillin (these are useful for making mescaline etc. analogs so not unhandy to have around) or vanilla extract, a drop or two, or used with a vanilla milkshake, to make a custard-shake. MMMmmmh.
But I can get that stuff, so, how do I make them?
As for me, today, I picked meds up, went to see the neurologist, who's referring me to a neuroPSYCHologist, and trying to tell me the seizures are due to stress and all in my head. As in, not 'electrophysiological location thereof' but 'you are neurotic and it's stress and all in your mind'
Another 6-12 month wait time. Guy said he wants me off my meds. I humored him, inasmuch as I said 'fine, but ONLY, IF this approach first produces a complete 'cure'. In other words 'no, it's not about to happen, go fuck off, I'm a lot better off since I got on them than I'd be without, and you can sit on a dog's cock and spin until spunk dribbles out of your nose', but I can't say that to your face, so I'll tell you that in a one word answer, veiled as an agreement. But seriously doc fuck you, all in my head, neurotic....'most people we see find this is the case, so therefore so is yours' was basically what he said.
Errrmmm...and calling THAT 'evidence based medicine'....'you are because a lot of people we see are'
Well, dipshit with no comprehension of the words 'evidence based medicine', I am not 'lots of people'. I am a me and there is only one of them. Only one Lestat Rett, and it's the original, the real deal, and there isn't going to be another one.