^Your worker??
part of my agreement with the situation im in is i get a worker to take me out of the house. drive me around, do errands with me... i dont need him to help me with these things but i probably would not leave the comfort of my room were it not for my 2 friends or food otherwise.
Ah ok. Well this may help a little with your depression then, to get you out of the house and doing stuff. My friend had someone similar, called a Mentor.
been out of the house with friends and family for the last three weeks or so. i just want to go back home and colapse in bed with my weighted blanket and just stop being so stressed...
i dont like going out. dont get me wrong i enjoyed my friends and a select few family members but my grandma has been at me every time i have been around her nagging me half to death and im just fed up with being yelled at for doing things like flicking an elastic band at my sister. she wasnt even fucking upset. she just said ouch and i got yelled at and called stupid.
FUCK.
anyways i just want to either let the world disipear right now or just fucking die.
dont know what my depressions is due to... i was starting to feel a bit better from my last bought a month before x-mas. than family comes along and BANG! gotcha! cant escape me!
/end rant