How are you feeling right now? (Pt 2)

[sg1008]

I just have been feeling violent of late...I just want to just go ape crazy on someone...it's no longer violence directed at myself, nor on those I love...but these fools who are bbq'ing people, beheading people just because they are gay, christian, different, women, men, kids, take your dang pick...I am so amp'ed up against evil it's not even funny...I fantasize about biting someone in the neck that does sick stuff like that and watching as they bleed out...

I got angry last night and then had this thought...if there is an evil force out there, they want to incite reactionary violence. Reactionary violence is easily manipulated...like a drug...dangerous to start because you have very little control over when you stop. So the best thing to do is to separate yourself from the anger and be weary of it... then you can try to create a rational, or poetic reply. Bring the situation into your control by using your mental power to examine it within a big picture...and then whatever physical action you take, it will be calculated and effective, and not reactionary.

[Hannah]

I just have been feeling violent of late...I just want to just go ape crazy on someone...it's no longer violence directed at myself, nor on those I love...but these fools who are bbq'ing people, beheading people just because they are gay, christian, different, women, men, kids, take your dang pick...I am so amp'ed up against evil it's not even funny...I fantasize about biting someone in the neck that does sick stuff like that and watching as they bleed out...

I got angry last night and then had this thought...if there is an evil force out there, they want to incite reactionary violence. Reactionary violence is easily manipulated...like a drug...dangerous to start because you have very little control over when you stop. So the best thing to do is to separate yourself from the anger and be weary of it... then you can try to create a rational, or poetic reply. Bring the situation into your control by using your mental power to examine it within a big picture...and then whatever physical action you take, it will be calculated and effective, and not reactionary.

thanks...love wins in the end, as proven by you thank  you for serious 

[Gopher Gary]

thanks...love wins in the end, as proven by you thank  you for serious 

I like your post just the way it is. Sure, it's a fucked up thing to say but it's also emotionally honest. I don't think there's anything wrong with simply saying you're fantasizing about biting a chunk out of someone's neck, without trying to make it sound like something nice.

[odeon]

thanks...love wins in the end, as proven by you thank  you for serious 

I like your post just the way it is. Sure, it's a fucked up thing to say but it's also emotionally honest. I don't think there's anything wrong with simply saying you're fantasizing about biting a chunk out of someone's neck, without trying to make it sound like something nice.

It isn't nice?

[odeon]

Me, I'm tired. Very tired. Didn't sleep a lot last night.

[Pyraxis]

Relieved. I thought I was going to be busy all evening, but it turns out I have a longer deadline than I thought and I can put things off.

[odeon]

Tired. Still not sleeping very well.

[Icequeen]

Burned out, disgusted.

It'll pass eventually.

[Arya Quinn]

Knackered 

[Pyraxis]

Harried.

[Hannah]

groggy and bleh

[odeon]

Feverish.

[WolFish]

exhausted.

[Queen Victoria]

sore, groggy from just waking up, like I need a bath.

[Parts]

A bit anxious