Better. Vaguely worried.
What's up?
I think my subconscious is working against me. I'm having fun at work so my subconscious is coming up with ways to punish me.
Any chance telling your subconscious that work is not the torture it used to be?
Maybe by making visible changes, like a different colour cup for coffee, and placing stuff differently, to tell all your senses that the old days are over?
(When my ex moved out, I changed how the contents in my kitchen cupboards were placed, so that every morning I would get somewhat startled, but also very aware that my life had changed. My way of telling my subconscious that things were different.)