^What makes you feel fed up with the Ritalin?
I miss the chaos in my head. There is creativeness in the chaos. And after a few weeks of taking Ritalin by the book, life becomes too structured to my liking. And, my heart now and then does skip some beats, (or more than some) so, if I can do without, I will.
At the moment I can really do with the structuring. Though, did not take it today. Working out in the morning, I did not need it, and waiting in a waiting room on Ritalin would only get me restless, wanting to get active. Oldest was going to prepare dinner, so, no need for a clear and focused head in the evening either.