Scared. Spiders are huge this year. A rather large, ugly specimen is eye balling me. Daring me to walk under him.
i all ways found arachnophobia odd, see i used to... heck still do, handle black widows with my bare hands, as long as you dont pinch em they wont bites.
i did how ever got bit by a brown recluse a while back, wound up cutting my hand open and avoiding a lengthy hospital stay and fun with anti venom.
that bite had the potential to turn out from a small (less then a mm) of dead flesh to a bad hospital visit and being flown out to the general hospital at the 20 second mark, and loosing a hand at the 4-8 hour mark.
thank god i keep a sterelised swiss army knife on hand in case i DO have to cut myself open, i got to use it by cutting around the bite, cutting deeper then the capilary arteries, and squeezing as MUCH blood as possible out. without letting the blood clot for about 3-4 minutes.
i kill brown recluse's on sight now, because the only thing i did to piss it off was have it crawl on me while i was shooting people in a game of battlefield, incedently im more pissed about it costing me the top place on the score board that round then the actual bite.
OH on to how im feeling, like overdosing on shotgun at the moment. but it will pass. it all ways does.
