Sleepy, and much better than I was. I've been overloading an awful lot lately. Managed to get my meds quite a lot earlier, and thankfully, I managed to get my doc to increase my dose of clonidine (an adrenal blocking agent of sorts, that rather than simply blocks the target receptors as a beta blocker would for instance, acts to decrease the release of (nor)adrenaline).
I guess he realized that I wasn't going to take 'no' for an answer, having asked every week for several months I managed to talk him into more than doubling it, and I'm now on 50 micrograms 3x/daily. Best thing I have ever taken for being overstimulated, it will stop even the worst overloads dead in the water.
Saw a different GP to my regular one this time, not one I feel entirely comfortable around either, for some reason. She hadn't realized that the small nitrazepam rx that I'd asked my regular doc for last time I saw him, was just a couple of days worth, and gave me a refill without my asking, lol. Didn't even realize she had until I actually had got home and emptied the bag from the pharmacy that my meds came in.
I'd just asked my regular GP the last time I saw him for enough to bring me out of the badly overloaded state I was in at the time, but hey, I am not about to complain. Always handy to have a couple of doses of benzos around if needed.