Drawing up a rig full of oxy solution. I think I'll pop a clonidine pill in there for good measure. About to stick one of the 2mg valium tablets my doc gave me to help relax my leg muscles under my tongue (sublingual administration lets it take effect quicker); which after several months of un-ceasing, day-and-night spasm are protesting big time. My doc seemed pretty taken aback when he felt the hamstring tendons and the hollow at the back of my knee between my hamstrings, at just how much tension is there.
As good fucking gods, my hamstrings/hollow at the back of my knee/calf and thigh muscles are so bloody sore:(
I took one of my diazzies earlier during the day and it did help. Although I am going to ask him next time I see him to put me on at least the 5mg tabs, or better yet, switch me to a benzo I KNOW through experience works absolutely fantastic, nitrazepam.
And to give me rather than just one of either, valium if I can't get him to change it to nitrazepam, to give me at least two tablets per day, one for at night before I go to bed, and another, to see me through the daytime without cramps also.
Listening to Kittie, a 'girl band' with a difference, hehe. No noxious, vapid, nervous-system aggravating lovey fucking dovey pop music, but metal and then some. Oh boy can these girls growl and scream.
Their former bassist, Talena Atfield is a fox, if she was autistic, I'd love to see how much she growls and screams getting a good seeing to
