It isn't, MLA. But if I am going to shoot, and design something new, I might as well come up with something as enjoyable as possible. Oxy gives me a nice nod when used IV, but there is surprisingly, almost zero rush, at least, at 80mg IV, although there is some, although little, at 120mg IV.
Better at 180, but I can't spare that much really, other than very occasionally. Docs here are too damn timid when it comes to treating pain, and I ALWAYS get left with not nearly adequate pain relief. I'm sick of having to walk slowly, with a cane if I can go our at all, or otherwise, as I spend most days, stuck lying in bed on my good side.
And now, it is my hip thats the worst, not my knee. Both are hideously painful, but my hip makes it so I can't walk at all at times, unless I do shoot up. Oral OC doesn't cut it, at least at the dose I am on.
Recently I almost got stuck in town, when I decided I was going to go out. I had to buy quite a bit of codeine cough mixture from several different pharmacies, and then go to the nearby head shop to buy kratom and a legal cannabinoid-based smoking blend. Stopping every few steps to try and sit down, it felt like somebody was hammering red hot nails into my knee, and my hip felt like it was full of broken glass. I'm fed up of it, docs not doing enough. Hopefully the pain clinic I am due to see, will know what they are doing in terms of opioids, and not be a bunch of frit little pussies.
That was on the verge of being scary. I wasn't sure if I was going to be able to get back to the tram stop and get home.
