Yeah, apparently due to see one at some point. Either that or that was IT
Either way, progressively worsening memory loss (with meds remaining static, things are getting worse, to the point whether I'm wondering which gets me first, whatever the fuck is actually going to hell in a handbasket, or getting meatpasted by some nasty accident)
Along with seizures, collapses, problem is, a lot of the time its difficult to get video evidence. My doc asked me to get my old man to film one on a phone camera etc. Problem is, they aren't usually tonic-clonic, the kind of 'fall on the ground jerking and foaming at the mouth' type thing anyone seeing would think 'he's having a seizure', but atonic. And USUALLY they happen whilst I'm just coming out of sleep. Only occasionally, myoclonic type. And if I'm lying down, then a loss of muscle tone isn't exactly obvious. It isn't dramatic, if you aren't IN me.
If you are, then theres plenty enough weird shit goes on, that I wouldn't mind a basement and an FMRI machine or PET scanner to go and take a bloody look at it. USUALLY people don't lose almost entire muscle tone, usually lose ability to vocalize (sometimes that hasn't been the case, I remember one time I was actually able to say 'help me', entire thing lasted (related by observer) maybe a minute, but it FELT like tens of minutes at a minimum, so some weird-ass time-dilation as per my internal perceptions of time passing)...again...something ain't quite right there.
And thats saying nothing about a slow seeming decline in ability to feel hunger. As things are, I can, but if I do, I know its time to pile on as many calories as possible. Since chances are it'll have to last me a week or two.
