I did GOD'S Will, yesterday. Does not sound as much as a bitch, until you see why.
My heater had quit working when it was approaching negative twenty stupid some-odd degrees Fahrenheit, overnight.
We were no where near panic state, since we have many internal heaters, a very substantial generator and butttttt fucking loads - about seven thousand gallons in my underground thingy which no one else knows about - except a very few of my gun totin' best friends, etc - of fresh diesel to power the genny)
Some time during the night, my house furnace just quit working. We are on gas and just having it not work, really suXXXXXXORs!!!!
BACK to god's will ...
There were four guys who had a relatively easy day, yesterday. They only had to install MY New Heater System, but fuckk!!!!
IT WAS COLD OUT!!!!!
There are times when I can do WAY more than think in terms of GOD'S plan and shit. I am stronger than this, but, I had four guys with families, spend six hours replacing my furnace, rather than being out freezing to death, removing other peoples cars from ditches and shit ... ___ ...
Yeah, fucking SoS!!
I look back and I Wonder that these four guys would have been doing way worse shit than installing my new furnace on the coldest day we have had in twenty years.
I think in terms of result more than intent, generally. BUT there are times when I can do little more than welcome God into my own Intent - way of thinking about sht and ways of resolvinig the things I do not understand --- I resist to go that way. BUT there are days when the obvious outcome seems all but improbable, then the absolute impossible happens. I wonder, then I worry, then I fall asleep, but when I awake, safe to know I was almost asleep, some other fucking impossible set of circumstances aligns again.
I am NOT goofy, but there are things that I do not understand, especially where timing and ability come to play.
Spending four thousand five hundred dollars yesterday was NOT in the cards.
... but we HAD to have a fucking furnace!!
... AND ... keeeping four guys with families safe from the cold )for the most part( was a serious godsend to these guys!
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