I hate my body. I am 10-20 lbs over weight. I many times exercise 3-4 times a week, sometimes more, while bulking.
A couple years ago I dropped to 145 lbs, with very low body fat. My metabolism slowed, and I shot up to 175 lbs within a couple months. I have dropped to 165 lbs, but I still hate my body. I want to be at 145-155 lbs again, and to do that I have begun to starve myself.
I eat nothing but egg whites, for days on end. I obsessively work out and fast, to the point where I have damaged my liver. I get chest pains if I go below 145 lbs, which is due to a liver defect I have from dieting.
I can't live with myself being above 155 lbs, and consider myself too unattractive to even talk to the opposite sex right now.