Post what you are thinking right now, part two

[El]

Housecleaning and working out complete.  Now to sit and wait for my laundry to be ready to switch.  If only my stackable w/d could magically handle giant-ass loads like my down comforter...

["couldbecousin"]

 I think we in the States need to take over Canadia
 so their stupid-ass coins will work in our machines. 

[Queen Victoria]

I think we in the States need to take over Canadia   so their stupid-ass coins will work in our machines. 

oopsie

["couldbecousin"]

I think we in the States need to take over Canadia   so their stupid-ass coins will work in our machines. 

oopsie

 Nope, that was in keeping with the intended dopiness of the post. 

[Celticgoddess]

I think we in the States need to take over Canadia   so their stupid-ass coins will work in our machines. 

oopsie

 Nope, that was in keeping with the intended dopiness of the post. 

You just made my country sound like an STD

["couldbecousin"]

I think we in the States need to take over Canadia   so their stupid-ass coins will work in our machines. 

oopsie

 Nope, that was in keeping with the intended dopiness of the post. 

You just made my country sound like an STD

 Canadia, candida, potayto, potahto!   

[Celticgoddess]

I think we in the States need to take over Canadia   so their stupid-ass coins will work in our machines. 

oopsie

 Nope, that was in keeping with the intended dopiness of the post. 

You just made my country sound like an STD

 Canadia, candida, potayto, potahto!   

:lol:

[Binty]

This is the first Halloween in a long while that I've spent completely alone.  I hate it.  I hate this.  I hate the situations I get myself in.  I hate my self-destructiveness.  I hate my impulsiveness.  I despise myself.

/emo rant

["couldbecousin"]

This is the first Halloween in a long while that I've spent completely alone.  I hate it.  I hate this.  I hate the situations I get myself in.  I hate my self-destructiveness.  I hate my impulsiveness.  I despise myself.

/emo rant

 But doesn't despising yourself lead to further self-destructiveness? 


 *sends over a truckload of negative-calorie comfort food*

[Binty]

Every time I try to do something that would benefit me, I fuck it up.  Self-destruction is the only thing that agrees with me.

*sends over a truckload of mints*

fixed.

[Celticgoddess]

Every time I try to do something that would benefit me, I fuck it up.  Self-destruction is the only thing that agrees with me.

*sends over a truckload of mints*

fixed.

Don't be so hard on yourself, love. You're stuck in a cycle of negative thinking but you know you are so much more than that and it will pass. You learn from it, you move on.

[Binty]

Every time I try to do something that would benefit me, I fuck it up.  Self-destruction is the only thing that agrees with me.

*sends over a truckload of mints*

fixed.

Don't be so hard on yourself, love. You're stuck in a cycle of negative thinking but you know you are so much more than that and it will pass. You learn from it, you move on.

I'm just tired of hurting everyone/everything around me.

[Celticgoddess]

Every time I try to do something that would benefit me, I fuck it up.  Self-destruction is the only thing that agrees with me.

*sends over a truckload of mints*

fixed.

Don't be so hard on yourself, love. You're stuck in a cycle of negative thinking but you know you are so much more than that and it will pass. You learn from it, you move on.

I'm just tired of hurting everyone/everything around me.

But you haven't done that. That's what you're projecting/assuming but that doesn't make it truth. Trust my thought process right now instead of yours because I know you well and I'm on the outside looking in

[Osensitive1]

Interested guest is interested.

[Binty]

Every time I try to do something that would benefit me, I fuck it up.  Self-destruction is the only thing that agrees with me.

*sends over a truckload of mints*

fixed.

Don't be so hard on yourself, love. You're stuck in a cycle of negative thinking but you know you are so much more than that and it will pass. You learn from it, you move on.

I'm just tired of hurting everyone/everything around me.

But you haven't done that. That's what you're projecting/assuming but that doesn't make it truth. Trust my thought process right now instead of yours because I know you well and I'm on the outside looking in

I have.  I haven't told you most of the recent events in my life because I know you have a lot of your own shit on your mind.  I just keep hurting people and if what I'm thinking comes true this week, then that's another person to add to my list.  If only I could purely destroy myself; I'd love that.  But I take other people down first and I despise that about me.

Sorry everybody.  I think I'm having an emo meltdown of sorts.  I should probably log out before I embarrass myself further.