Wow, when I thought I destroyed all copies of it, I still found a CD containing them. Photos of my Ex, a copy of Duke Nukem 3D (which doesn't work on Win 7 FFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUU) and various chat logs that remind me of how perverted and immature I was 7 years ago. I mean seriously, did I really say the shit I say back then? I mean damn, I would have fitted the creepy stalker pervert profile easily. All I can feel now is shame, but I think I did learn harshly from those experiences. The biggest irony was that while I said perverted, there was no trace of actual porn on that CD, so WTF 7 year ago version of myself? I was cybering, phone sex and discussing desires of being female, fetishes, etc and yet I didn't store an archive of porn on the same CD of stuff I've long lost due to hardware failure or accidental deletion?
Yep, a nice but brutal trip down memory lane that was lol. Needless to say, I wasn't exactly emotionally stable back then and only suffered a severe nervous breakdown a couple of years before all that, so yeah, fucked up I was. I can't remember if I was on anti-depressant at the time, but who knows.