Why, 'Raxy?
I've got a feeling this week is going to be the same for me too, I've got an appointment I wish I didn't have to keep, but I do. With a chemistry reaction which has been nothing but trouble for me since the moment I ever tried it, but which I am determined to get to grips with and until one particular reagent, the one I like least, and would sooner never work with generally, in that or any other use, has had the quantity I currently possess, used up and gone. I want to get it right, and make the damn thing work for me. At least once, if for no other reason than to show it that IT isn't going to 'win' in a contest of wills 'twixt me and it, and that I can, and will succeed where others too have done so and that I won't let it break me, I'll start a reaction of its type, I'll finish it and clean up the product until I have ended up with useful, clean product of the nature corresponding to my end goal.