I'm taking a break. I had a phenomenal evening at the Cloud Cult show. A truly inspirational experience. I need change and a lot of it.
I have been an ass in a lot of ways lately and I'm sorry. It was all meant in fun on the forum. Something like I2 women, or whatever I wrote, really wasn't meant in such a way. The really heartfelt, personal stuff? I stand by every word of it. No ulterior motives or anything. I really am quite fine and was trying to continue to be my pervy, innuendo spewing online self to show it.
It was hilarious being the forum slut for a week. But there really is more to me. That persona is sadly a mask I use online to cover up just how insecure I am about interacting with others in my species. I genuinely like this place and just about the entire membership. Even many of those I don't see eye-to-eye with. There is a respect thing there that transcends the differences. And yes, I really like one particular member in as much as I can understand in an online friendship. A very intriguing personality, both fun and deep. Very level-headed, yet able to play on the lighter side. She really does kick ass! We supposedly have some common interests, as discussed on here, as well as some that I will never tell, lest they be misconstrued in any way.
See, that was poking fun at myself and the whole situation. Nothing more there to be read into it.
I'm a bit frustrated, because I feel like some of what I have said and done is being taken out of context or misconstrued and I have tried hard at times to qualify things to avoid that. Normally I wouldn't care, but liking the miserable lot of you makes me want to be understood better.
With that I will take my leave. Have fun while I'm gone.