Well, I am going so assume that you have forfeited this callout and will soon lock it to prevent further embarrassment.
Seriously though, spend some time thinking about what is best for you and take some time off. Not a day or two, but several months. We have all said that we would be willing to give you a chance if you took a serious time out and seem to have improved. Your choices are that, or a repeat of all of this. You can't just start throwing insults at others and expect people to forget about you. You need to show everyone that an actual attempt at improvement has been made.
Best of luck to you, and I hope I don't see you around for a while.