I try not to play the what if game; it would drive me nuts. Honestly I dont know how things would be if I didnt have brain problems. I would probably be more goal oriented I guess. I really dont care. I like myself
But, sometimes I do the "what ifs" with other people. Like what would have happened to Hitler if his father supported him being an artist ? Or, what if Charles Manson had a good mum. Then what ?