The yearly Göteborg Film Festival is on its fifth day. I'm not involved anymore, of course, but I miss it a lot this year. Last year went by without me caring but for whatever reason, this year's been much harder.
A few weeks before the festival starts I always have at least one festival- and film projection-related dream. Usually it's about me not being prepared, people interrupting me, the machines having been moved elsewhere, etc - your basic failure angst - and this time was no different. I had two or three, actually.
I drive past "my" cinema on occasion. This year I did it on purpose. Admired the neon sign. Noticed that they had cleaned it up. Read local newspaper articles on the festival. Looked at old photos. Participated more in projectionist groups on FB. Etc.
Not sure why this year is so much more difficult.