What's the latest on this, Bodie?

I didn't ring them. I was a bag of nerves. It was scary. I am a

The last interview i had was probably 20+ years ago. I am loyal and diligent once employed - my last post was for 16 years. However, I had a bit of a stutter when i was at school. Overcame it
mostly. Had visions of it returning if i went for an interview. Also get a bit clumsy when nervous and picturing myself stumbling over not just my words but objects too was just too much. I did send them an email two weeks later apologising for not replying sooner but that i was busy settling in to my new job. I lied, I know, but i thought at least i can contact them again - better than just not replying.
Truth is I am just a little house mouse. eeek.
I almost applied for another job that I found that was right up my street. Working for Lego - in their Stratford store, check this out PART OF THE JOB DESCRIPTION WAS TO PLAY LEGO WITH KIDS INSTORE! It was a job in heaven. I decided the 20 mile trip to Stratford was a bit too far. Or maybe i was just being a

I am not terribly proud of myself.
eeek.