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DukeNukem

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I feel very bitter.
« on: January 15, 2011, 12:32:12 AM »
So, I have went to community college for the first day of my classes. It has been a while ever since the last time I went. In the lobby of the building where my classes are being held, when I arrived, there was a shitload of people talking. Just when I thought I was finally recovering from my depression, it hits me. I'm so fucking alone! Instead of trying to strike up a conversation with one of these peeps (which would almost guarantee failure), I relegate myself to the netbook computer I had carried with me and watched some YouTube videos and listened to some music until class started. Fucking autism!

I already regret going back to college. I'm probably going to slide myself to a zero GPA and get financial aid suspension again like the fucking degenerate piece of shit I am. The only problem that my SSI check isn't "comfy" enough for me. If I was getting SSD as well, then there would be zero productivity from me. If society wants to reject me, then I'm not going to contribute anything to it, for as long as I fucking live.

That is all.

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Re: I feel very bitter.
« Reply #1 on: January 15, 2011, 12:43:47 AM »
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Re: I feel very bitter.
« Reply #2 on: January 15, 2011, 12:52:16 AM »
So? Is this yet another thread where you seek sympathy and understanding and then start in again with hurling invective at people trying to be nice?  :thumbdn:  :finger:  :indeed:
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DukeNukem

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Re: I feel very bitter.
« Reply #3 on: January 15, 2011, 12:57:44 AM »
Trust me, I'm not trying to manipulate anyone on here to give me sympathy.

If I was, I would be saying that I stuck my penis into my paper shredder! :penis:
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Re: I feel very bitter.
« Reply #4 on: January 15, 2011, 12:59:58 AM »
Quote from: Pentagram on January 15, 2011, 12:57:44 AM
Trust me, I'm not trying to manipulate anyone on here to give me sympathy.

If I was, I would be saying that I stuck my penis into my paper shredder! :penis:

That wouldn't make us feel sorry for you, it would make as all very happy that you can't reproduce!!!  :hahaha:
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Re: I feel very bitter.
« Reply #5 on: January 15, 2011, 02:51:38 AM »
Stop fucking whining
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Re: I feel very bitter.
« Reply #6 on: January 15, 2011, 03:10:58 AM »
I know what it is like. I am coming up to my third year of uni and have only just started talking to people in my classes. They are pretty smart people and I feel dumb just by being around them but I have to try. Can't let autism take over if you know what I mean.

So just give yourself a chance Pentagram. Socialising is hard and it doesn't have to happen straight away.
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Re: I feel very bitter.
« Reply #7 on: January 15, 2011, 03:55:43 AM »
Just take your time, don't rush into things just yet, it doesn't all happen immediately because for me, it has taken me like a whole month to get myself into a socialising stage and before you know, I started hanging out a lot more with my mates and having a laugh which alsohelped me build up my confidence.

Just keep a note of that, because I'm only telling you once and only just once.

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Hang on, didn't you make a thread about how much you want to bash sensitive people and now suddenly you became the sensitive one?
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Re: I feel very bitter.
« Reply #8 on: January 15, 2011, 05:41:30 AM »
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Re: I feel very bitter.
« Reply #9 on: January 15, 2011, 08:04:47 AM »
Quote from: Pentagram on January 15, 2011, 12:32:12 AM
So, I have went to community college for the first day of my classes. It has been a while ever since the last time I went. In the lobby of the building where my classes are being held, when I arrived, there was a shitload of people talking. Just when I thought I was finally recovering from my depression, it hits me. I'm so fucking alone! Instead of trying to strike up a conversation with one of these peeps (which would almost guarantee failure), I relegate myself to the netbook computer I had carried with me and watched some YouTube videos and listened to some music until class started. Fucking autism!

I already regret going back to college. I'm probably going to slide myself to a zero GPA and get financial aid suspension again like the fucking degenerate piece of shit I am. The only problem that my SSI check isn't "comfy" enough for me. If I was getting SSD as well, then there would be zero productivity from me. If society wants to reject me, then I'm not going to contribute anything to it, for as long as I fucking live.

That is all.




Those people probably know each other , generally people aren't so social with people they don't know.

Pay more attention to your studies, that is what you want to do, right ? get educated ?

I started out at community college before I transferred to a university, and it's hard work


good luck :)
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Re: I feel very bitter.
« Reply #10 on: January 15, 2011, 09:06:55 AM »
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Re: I feel very bitter.
« Reply #11 on: January 15, 2011, 12:12:15 PM »
You're rushing things. Focus on what you came there to do, the rest will come, but it's going to take time.

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Re: I feel very bitter.
« Reply #12 on: January 15, 2011, 12:15:59 PM »
Quote from: Icequeen on January 15, 2011, 12:12:15 PM
You're rushing things. Focus on what you came there to do, the rest will come, but it's going to take time.



 :agreed:   Having spent 22 years in low-skilled work, I can say, take advantage of every educational opportunity while you are in school.
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Re: I feel very bitter.
« Reply #13 on: January 15, 2011, 01:05:00 PM »
Why are you guys giving him advice? You're wasting your time. You might as well be advising a brick wall
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