I think I'll look for another forum.

[Squidusa]

I dont think anyone in their right mind would CHOOSE to be gay.

And even if they were fucked in the head and did choose it, wouldnt sex be like really gross ?

I had bisexual thoughts, a lot, and especially when I was like 25 I kind of thought I might be gay.

But im not, thankfully. Not that it is bad, I love gay people, it is just really really hard to be gay.

If I could have sex, then no. I don't think sex with a girl would be gross. I have major intimacy issues however, and at the moment the thought of sex with anyone seems gross to me. The thought of being within 6 inches of someone seems really upsetting to me. The thought of having someone touching me seems upsetting to me.
Yup, I am a grade 1 freak

Just to clarify though that wasn't a challenge , I was just slightly worried you were still a bit in denial.

No. I'm not in denial. I know I'm gay, or at least 85/15 gay. If that makes any sense to you 

I know this sounds corny, but sexually I just would prefer to be normal. Same as I would like to be normal socially. I love my life, and I like the person that I am, I like being aspie, but I wish I could pretend to be normal

Those are some pretty major intimacy issues , i hope you can get them resolved 
and yeah I totally get what you mean about being normal .. hooray for Asspie-ness! 

[Scrapheap]

Squid_Thing, the only thing you are proving by posting those disgusting pictures is that you are a flaming homosexual.

The Squid is gay. So am I. There is nothing wrong with it. TBH I wish I was straight, but I was made like this and there aint much I can do about it.

I thought you were Bi.  Are my hopes of having a nasty 3 way with you and one of your smoking hot girlfriends dashed forever?? 

[richard]

I dont know but for me living in the closet was a shure fire way for me to think being anything but straight was dirty
I'm never going back in there

['Butterflies']

Those are some pretty major intimacy issues , i hope you can get them resolved 

Yup, I am a freak. Sex scares the living daylights out of me. I probably need a therapist, but I have a major phobia about them aswell. Don't tell PMS Elle  I keep telling myself that I'll get it sorted out one day, but I never do

['Butterflies']

Squid_Thing, the only thing you are proving by posting those disgusting pictures is that you are a flaming homosexual.

The Squid is gay. So am I. There is nothing wrong with it. TBH I wish I was straight, but I was made like this and there aint much I can do about it.

I thought you were Bi.  Are my hopes of having a nasty 3 way with you and one of your smoking hot girlfriends dashed forever?? 

I'm not totally sure what i am. Im gay, but I do have a bit of interest in guys. Sorry if that makes no sense to you. It doesn't make any semse to me either I do have a really hot best friend, and she's straight. So. Who knows

I dont know but for me living in the closet was a shure fire way for me to think being anything but straight was dirty
I'm never going back in there

I'm not in the closet with myself, or the people that are closest to me. I'm open with myself, and with the three people I'm closest to. It's just hard to come out in the town I live in. The one person that should know about my sexuality, but doesn't is my best friend. She still thinks I'm straight, and even tries to persuade me to find a boyfriend

[Scrapheap]

I thought you were Bi.  Are my hopes of having a nasty 3 way with you and one of your smoking hot girlfriends dashed forever?? 

I'm not totally sure what i am. Im gay, but I do have a bit of interest in guys. Sorry if that makes no sense to you. It doesn't make any semse to me either I do have a really hot best friend, and she's straight. So. Who knows

Come this spring, when the North Atlantic isn't so stormy, I'm going to see if a cardboard box can be made to be seaworthy! 

Shouldn't take too long to paddle to N.Ireland. 

[DukeNukem]

I wish I were asexual. Then I wouldn't have any of the problems that both gayness and straightness brings, especially to a not-so-handsome-and-charming guy like me, who probably could not get laid (for free) even if his life depended on it.

['Butterflies']

I thought you were Bi.  Are my hopes of having a nasty 3 way with you and one of your smoking hot girlfriends dashed forever?? 

I'm not totally sure what i am. Im gay, but I do have a bit of interest in guys. Sorry if that makes no sense to you. It doesn't make any semse to me either I do have a really hot best friend, and she's straight. So. Who knows

Come this spring, when the North Atlantic isn't so stormy, I'm going to see if a cardboard box can be made to be seaworthy! 

Shouldn't take too long to paddle to N.Ireland. 

My friends really hot, and she'll fuck anything that moves, so you might have a good chance. I can't promise I'll join in though, although, I really fancy her, so maybe I'll just watch as you two go at it

I wish I were asexual. Then I wouldn't have any of the problems that both gayness and straightness brings, especially to a not-so-handsome-and-charming guy like me, who probably could not get laid (for free) even if his life depended on it.

Are you bi? If you are, then you'll have no problem finding a guy to experiment with. Eris mentioned Craigslist, and it might be a good place to start.

And as I've said. You ain't as bad looking as that pic of you suggests, and you are a nice guy. You probably aren't anywhere near as hopeless a case as you think you are. Like I said, if I were straight, and I lived close to you, I'd certainly give you a chance. There are a lot of girls more with lower standards than me who might be up for meeting you, providing you do not indulge in any of the jackass behaviour that you can occasionally get involved in.

Try joining a dating site. OKcupid would be my choice, but Plentyoffish might be good as well. They're both free, and have tons of members. Even my cousin managed to find dates on them :lol:

[DukeNukem]

I thought you were Bi.  Are my hopes of having a nasty 3 way with you and one of your smoking hot girlfriends dashed forever?? 

I'm not totally sure what i am. Im gay, but I do have a bit of interest in guys. Sorry if that makes no sense to you. It doesn't make any semse to me either I do have a really hot best friend, and she's straight. So. Who knows

Come this spring, when the North Atlantic isn't so stormy, I'm going to see if a cardboard box can be made to be seaworthy! 

Shouldn't take too long to paddle to N.Ireland. 

My friends really hot, and she'll fuck anything that moves, so you might have a good chance. I can't promise I'll join in though, although, I really fancy her, so maybe I'll just watch as you two go at it

I wish I were asexual. Then I wouldn't have any of the problems that both gayness and straightness brings, especially to a not-so-handsome-and-charming guy like me, who probably could not get laid (for free) even if his life depended on it.

Are you bi? If you are, then you'll have no problem finding a guy to experiment with. Eris mentioned Craigslist, and it might be a good place to start.

And as I've said. You ain't as bad looking as that pic of you suggests, and you are a nice guy. You probably aren't anywhere near as hopeless a case as you think you are. Like I said, if I were straight, and I lived close to you, I'd certainly give you a chance. There are a lot of girls more with lower standards than me who might be up for meeting you, providing you do not indulge in any of the jackass behaviour that you can occasionally get involved in.

Try joining a dating site. OKcupid would be my choice, but Plentyoffish might be good as well. They're both free, and have tons of members. Even my cousin managed to find dates on them :lol:

I have tried a couple of dating sites, including that OKstupid one, but I haven't found anyone on there. Also, I meant to say that I was straight, not bi- or homosexual. Also, the culture of the USA is probably much different than the culture of Ireland.

['Butterflies']

I thought you were Bi.  Are my hopes of having a nasty 3 way with you and one of your smoking hot girlfriends dashed forever?? 

I'm not totally sure what i am. Im gay, but I do have a bit of interest in guys. Sorry if that makes no sense to you. It doesn't make any semse to me either I do have a really hot best friend, and she's straight. So. Who knows

Come this spring, when the North Atlantic isn't so stormy, I'm going to see if a cardboard box can be made to be seaworthy! 

Shouldn't take too long to paddle to N.Ireland. 

My friends really hot, and she'll fuck anything that moves, so you might have a good chance. I can't promise I'll join in though, although, I really fancy her, so maybe I'll just watch as you two go at it

I wish I were asexual. Then I wouldn't have any of the problems that both gayness and straightness brings, especially to a not-so-handsome-and-charming guy like me, who probably could not get laid (for free) even if his life depended on it.

Are you bi? If you are, then you'll have no problem finding a guy to experiment with. Eris mentioned Craigslist, and it might be a good place to start.

And as I've said. You ain't as bad looking as that pic of you suggests, and you are a nice guy. You probably aren't anywhere near as hopeless a case as you think you are. Like I said, if I were straight, and I lived close to you, I'd certainly give you a chance. There are a lot of girls more with lower standards than me who might be up for meeting you, providing you do not indulge in any of the jackass behaviour that you can occasionally get involved in.

Try joining a dating site. OKcupid would be my choice, but Plentyoffish might be good as well. They're both free, and have tons of members. Even my cousin managed to find dates on them :lol:

I have tried a couple of dating sites, including that OKstupid one, but I haven't found anyone on there. Also, I meant to say that I was straight, not bi- or homosexual. Also, the culture of the USA is probably much different than the culture of Ireland.

If my cousin can find dates, I'm then I'm sure you can find dates. I suppose small town USA is probably different. It might be different if you lived in New York.

Anyway You're probably not as bad a catch as you think you are.

My cousins going to read this and kick my arse

[RageBeoulve]

Tell him I called him a deadbeat. Maybe he'll forget about what you said. 

['Butterflies']

Tell him I called him a deadbeat. Maybe he'll forget about what you said.  

He thinks you're sweet, and I should stop giving you a hard time. He thinks you need to grow up though

[ZEGH8578]

auties always need to grow up

['Butterflies']

auties always need to grow up

I reckon I have an emotional age of between 13 an 15.

[ZEGH8578]

auties always need to grow up

I reckon I have a mental age of between 13 an 15.

my first gvt appointed shrink concluded that i am basically just an asshole, and need to grow up
im so glad we managed to dig up a specialist
i didnt even know they existed. turns out they do!
last week i even met ANOTHER aspie specialist!!!
i got these awesome tests also, i felt like a testmonkey, little lame puzzles, and "what can you tell me about this picture" and stuff