Pentagram, you can make something with your life. You're going back to school in January.
My Dad came back from WWII to a broken marriage and no high school diploma. After the divorce he met my Mother and finished high school. They married, with the intention of him going to college on the GI bill, which at that time paid only for books and tuition. Mom was going to support them on her salary as a secretary. Well, less than 11 months later I was born. Mom had to quit work when she was about 3 months pregnant with me (this was 1949). Well, Dad had to go to work full time in a cotton mill and go to college full time with only a motorcycle as transportation.
He managed to graduate in 3 years with a B average while working and going to school full time This was an honest B, not the inflated B of today. And they had my sister as well.
Was it hard? YES. Mom said she didn't mind staying up nights keeping the rats out of my crib, but when the fleas invaded they had to find and afford a healthier apartment. I was ADHD hyperactive as well as Autistic. Try studying with child who starts sleeping only 3 hours a day at 6 months. Never quite enough food on the table, using a wringer washing machine, etc. They struggled, but they made it. With determination you can have the chance to change your lilfe too.
