As i said to you privately (which i also dont mind saying in public) Peegai when you were giggling over the puppet i mean roberts comment If not being fake and instead being honest, upfront, a little blunt, being loyal and not going behind backs is evil, then yeah i hold my hands up, i am indeed pure evil, i also have a little tail, two horns, a shiney fork and see that engine red colour my skin is, well thats au natural, what can i say, a red head gets sunburnt easily by the flames of hell.
Also you, Mcj, and everyone else im sure can make up your own assumptions about me, and draw your own conclusions based on what ive given out, whatever they may be, im not pissed either way, we are all entitled to our opinions, and ive never denied my honesty and bluntness can sometimes be a flaw.
As for me not having AS, i never said i was diagnosed, i said i had what some others had deemed aspie traits, so because of that, phil going on about it and the fact my grandfather who helped bring me up seemed to be an aspie and had similar traits, i was a little intrigued, therefore not so long ago i spoke to someone about it and everything else was ruled out barr Aspergers or traits associated with it possibly having stemmed automatically from my childhood which would have been natural (even though i already started off with some from a young age), they were interested in the grandpa thing, but overall it was nothing to worry about eitherway since it wasnt really affecting me much etc etc. So basically i decided against an assessment to see if i had Aspergers as i couldnt be bothered getting into my childhood again with more strangers, if it came up (id came to terms with that ages ago), and the fact that i honestly didnt feel the need to know eitherway as an Aspergers diagnosis wouldnt have affected me or made a difference to me personally if it was decided i did have it, except with some of my plans the official diagnosis/label would have apparently been a hinderence, so yes i wasnt interested enough and didnt bother, i dont care what that makes me, so feel free to call me an evil NT. I joined Intensity on the request of Phil because he thought i could be AS from way back and that id fit in nicely, and also after looking around i personally thought it would be a fairly open, upfront atmosphere and id meet some people with similar traits, personality etc who wouldnt be shocked, weirded out, judgemental or surprised by them or my personality. Which i think pretty much everyone should already know as if i recall correctly i pretty much said all that way back in my intial posts.
If he wants to go on about manipulation and the like as if not even aspies can be manipulative in their own way and such, then by God Omega and Ascan must have gotten inaccurate diagnosis', surely they cant be aspies, they must be part of my crew.
Ive got my flaws like anyone else here (note blutness, cutthroat honesty etc) but i dont consider myself manipulative on the board/or with anyone here, actually not with anyone i talk to etc in general. Im basically just too the point for some peoples liking and what you see is what you get, im honest, i say what i mean and i mean what i say. Some people cant handle the truth and when they cant all of a sudden the person dishing it out without wrapping it up all nicely becomes a living incarnation of Satan and is this evil nasty vicious person. Well too bad, deal with it. If i ever want to be a real manipulative, lying, two faced, user or calculated twat then im sure there are a couple of people on Aspietrash i can ask for advice on how to acheive that, no need to guess who, since their bullshit has already been sussed by most. Personally id rather stick to being me, after all, being fake or lying has never really been my thing and karma is a bitch. Note im possibly an evil NT for anyone who missed that.
People like yourself Peegai, who have shared private correspondence with me know what im like, how i am etc and those who dont really know me well, as i said before those people can come to their own conclusions about me for themselves, and ask me whatever they like to find out the kind of person i am, i will not be offended eitherway aslong as they judge me on what they know of me and my personality, not weither im NT, quirky NT, AS, possible AS or whatever.
Robert really needs to come into the real world, and also to stop using the AS label as an excuse to define or identify everyone else as being prey or having the same weaknesses and flaws (like gullibility) as him, and to stop pigeon-holing or treating the people here with AS as weak, silly/dumb disabled folks who know nothing. He forgets HE is the disillusioned, gullible one, not the people here that ive encountered. Hes the only one being played and seems to have more issues than some people here.
You guys can take that however you like it.
BTW whatever i am NT or otherwise, aslong as the evil bit stays im good with that assessment and theres no need to discuss it further.
So Bobby boy can think of something new to come up with.
I swear that my mega long (when shes bored) posts, have caused eye strain in some people and a surge in prescriptions for glasses at specsavers.
