how will you know when you're ready? what are you looking out for? i.e. signs, signals, whatever?
(this is all getting far more interesting than i suspected...)
Bear in mind that I've got a cold today (must be destiny :p), and therefore I feel groggy, so please try and be patient with my somewhat confusing post on this subject. It's hard to put this all into words:
Even though I have this passion within me, I still have no absolute understanding on how the planet's ecosystem and as to how the organisms work the way they do. My current mind isn't provoking me well enough to look for those answers yet, and so I attribute this to some kind of lack of maturity in my way of thinking. Hopefully, by the time my brain is able to accumulate all of human knowledge that explains the human perspective of this life, I could use that to plan out on how I will achieve such a goal. I mean, shit: the likes of you and Pyraxis are currently way ahead of me when it comes to human philosophy and science.