I'd live it to the max but not not all pure choas I don't wanna be chaos I wanna harness it and control it and make it mine. It a a struggle
lol. I don't like it when I hold myself back. I'm not into drugs or booze or the bar or house parties. That chaos is boring.
I enjoy thrilling things like dumping a box of raisin bran and squirting ketchup in my parents bed. OR! plasering the park with republican propaganda where the hippies smoke pot. unfortunantly they have smoked so much pot for so many years they don't even care or notice. but it's a whoot!
I like things that include excitement and psychically hard work. If I could have ten more years of my life traveling the world being an
artist/musican or 60 years of my life sitting aground with my thumbs up my ass playing World of Warcraft i'd say Id choose the first.
At least i'd somewhat be contributing to society.
I like planned out but goals take a long ass time. Example. I have been saving up for my guitar and amp since last spring. You can have a shitload of drive but zero patence. You should see me in the grocery store line up.
You can do your hard work but waiting for the hard work is a big pain in the ass.