I get paranoid about getting robbed or run over when I go out, or maybe someone will try to burglarize my apartment or that it might catch on fire thanks to an ignorant tenant. I'm also paranoid that my disability check appeal won't get approved. You see, I am so fucking scared sometimes that I could suddenly lose all of what little I have, end up homeless for the rest of my life, and it wouldn't even be my fault. These fears actually tends to affect my life and happiness. Like I don't want really want to go anywhere because I am too paranoid about what could happen while I am gone. My computer is my baby, and I don't wanna lose it!