I only seem to be attacked when I need support the most, I've had a very hard time in the past, I'm still plagued by the things I've experienced, it doesn't help coming to a board where people call me names and talk behind my back, I've already seen one here who's one or two years older than me who was nice to me, but turned the back on me here, there seems to be only one, two or three, maybe four or five persons I can truly trust here, but I won't mention who.
I'm gonna try and be offline for a week or so, then return, I don't think (as MrShledge said) I'm old enough to be here, sure there's a member called Squid thing who's equally as old as me, but she seems to be more mentally mature than me.
Maybe It's because I'm a sheltered kid who hasn't been so much outside my safe and comfortable home in the best country in the world (and I mean the best country in the world) so much, maybe I should realize that the world is a cruel and evil place, but my life has been so sheltered and protected that I don't know much about things other than my district and town, maybe I should travel to Africa or Haiti and return back here later and learn from it.
I also didn't hear about Darwin until I was 17 3/4 years old, but that theory just probably damaged my psyche for life as I can see it.
You're right, this is a place for adults who've had lots of life experience, not spoiled and sheltered kids like me who haven't even been in a fight or have been punched.
I think that you just started off on the wrong foot here.
In the first place, I think you were a little young when you first signed up.
Then you posted a whole lot of videos in the shout box even though several people asked you to stop doing it, which understandably pissed them off.
And for some reason I will never understand, you seem completely captivated by Sol even though he apparently wants nothing to do with you.
Sol made it his goal in life to get banned from around thirty other websites before here and he finally succeeded in getting banned from here when he threatened the site, but while he was trying he managed to piss a lot of people off, including me after he said my daughter should be impaled on barbed hooks tied to nylon ropes and then thrown off a bridge.
