I only seem to be attacked when I need support the most, I've had a very hard time in the past, I'm still plagued by the things I've experienced, it doesn't help coming to a board where people call me names and talk behind my back, I've already seen one here who's one or two years older than me who was nice to me, but turned the back on me here, there seems to be only one, two or three, maybe four or five persons I can truly trust here, but I won't mention who.
I'm gonna try and be offline for a week or so, then return, I don't think (as MrShledge said) I'm old enough to be here, sure there's a member called Squid thing who's equally as old as me, but she seems to be more mentally mature than me.
Maybe It's because I'm a sheltered kid who hasn't been so much outside my safe and comfortable home in the best country in the world (and I mean the best country in the world) so much, maybe I should realize that the world is a cruel and evil place, but my life has been so sheltered and protected that I don't know much about things other than my district and town, maybe I should travel to Africa or Haiti and return back here later and learn from it.
I also didn't hear about Darwin until I was 17 3/4 years old, but that theory just probably damaged my psyche for life as I can see it.
You're right, this is a place for adults who've had lots of life experience, not spoiled and sheltered kids like me who haven't even been in a fight or have been punched.
we're a buncha aspies, how much ass do you think we're out kicking on a regular basis?
just relax.
youve posted like 30 threads in a week.
you must relax.
where 1 "im leaving" thread is sortof lame, you actually posted TWO.
just learn to chill... also, from what i understand, you live in a very small town. you dont have to go to africa, just go somewhere with more people. maybe you should go for a city university? get that experience you crave, for good or bad. i think you do indeed have a limited, sheltered and naive way of being, but thats easily fixed by getting out a bit.
i was shocked you barely know what marijuana is, let me assure you, thats not norway being small, thats your town being microscopic
just a month ago a friend of my brother died of an overdose.
thats the 3rd person i know, to get killed from the crap of life.
get out a little, to where shit goes down :]
in fact, go for the military service your trying to evade.
me aspie, and an aspie friend of mine did. it can be an ordeal being away from home and all, but man up, its just for a year, and youll get shitloads of experience. maybe someone will even get you high..