Remember three years ago when I was doubting my AS because I wasn't like the other aspies and couldn't relate? I still feel that way sometimes but I don't let myself go all crazy over it, same as with ADD. Other people don't go crazy over their labels they aren't sure about.
Yeah, me too. I just can't "fit in" with the "aspie clique" for some reason. It has lead me to acting like a jackass on the Internet, because if NT's aren't accepting of me, if aspies aren't accepting of me, then what's even the point of socializing?
I have gotten less nicer over the years and feel more of an ass as years go by because of people. I can't stand how they think and act and how they treat me. So I get less nicer.
When I first started posting online in 2002, I was so much nicer and sweeter and more innocent and naive but I got treated like crap, I was bullied online and had trolls saying things to me. But then I solved that problem by doing something online and I noticed how I had more respect because people didn't mess with me as much. I even got less newbies IMing me too. heck people have gotten mad at me for my niceness.
I did crap on WP in 2007 because of how I was being treated there. I think the mods held it against me after I had said back then I was being discriminated and not treated right. So I rebelled. I even got involved in dramas and pick fights with assholes.
Sad how you have to be an asshole to get respect and get less trolls. Or just play the tough girl or tough guy. But I can still tell when someone is sensitive. If they get all bent out of shape over a comment so they start acting like a jack ass towards you, then I know.