Banned again from WP

[ProfessorFarnsworth]

I disagree. First time I saw you, you posted about a problem. I replied in a friendly way with good advice. You threw a tantrum, and I have seen you do this many times. You constantly whine about dickheads and people causing you problems...

YOU are your problem. Wanna be mad at someone? There you go.

Could you show me where that was Rage? Just so I can get a balanced picture to assist me in being an IMPARTIAL interfering busybody?

Here: http://www.intensitysquared.com/index.php/topic,14359.0.html

[Meadow]

I'm not fucked up. I'm pissed off, and have every right to be.

I disagree. First time I saw you, you posted about a problem. I replied in a friendly way with good advice. You threw a tantrum, and I have seen you do this many times. You constantly whine about dickheads and people causing you problems...

YOU are your problem. Wanna be mad at someone? There you go.

Rage, you told me to get some "cognitive therapy" and I told you to stick your advice in your ear and twirl it. Granted you didn't understand it was a trigger point for me and I didn't go on to try and explain that because explaining that would have only gotten me beaten to a pulp further, which I had already been before around here, and which was not really what I was interested in going through any more of. I can be rough just like you. But when I'm rough, you whine about it.

[RageBeoulve]

I'm glad you see now machinma. And an apology. You really got some sack.

[Meadow]

I was an autistic little girl who was very gifted but very trapped inside by autism and couldn't speak well enough to save my own life who grew up just to endure more unthinkable abuses and then finally figured out on my own that I am autistic but what I find is someone like Temple Grandin who is leading the world to believe that autism is really retardation. She can communicate quite well and she can advocate quite well for herself. And she has had a lot of training and she has learned from a very early age to pattern herself after the autistic rather than the retard and we will stand up and say this is the image of autism. Since I'm autistic, I'm not very diplomatic with my particular form of speech. That's a struggle for me and will probably continue to be. I had classic autism when I was a baby and a child and I also had the very clear "little professor" qualities when I got older because the only way I could really talk was through my memorization skills which were photographic. I was able to listen to an entire fairytale for example and go home and recite the entire story verbatim to my younger siblings. If I were to resort to echolalia I would have been cursing like a sailor because of the environment I was trying to survive and grow up in. The fact that I had the "little professor" qualities in that environment is nothing less than remarkable. I'm angry about everything that has happened to me. I'm angry at all the injustice in the world. I'm angry that there are so many maggots like yourselves in the world to go with. Everywhere you go, there is this sort of evil retard who lurks around every corner. That's because there are so many of you. It's called "average" and "below average" which makes up a majority, unfortunately.

I totally get where you are coming from, and I think, contrary to what you say, you probably DO need to punch a few people just to calm down.

But when you get right down to it we are only as good as our behaviour right now...and right now some of the way you are treating people would give Buttcoffee (anyone remember him?)a run for his money...and, ok, they are giving it back..

Which leaves me in a weird position where I can see, and agree, with every point you are making...but the way you are abusing people when you do it is making my toes curl, and not in a good way...

 

I have never heard of Buttcoffee. Anyway, I'm beyond being able to care anymore about people. They are always there to mock something I say, and I'm to think that's funny, right? I had a retard mother like that who mocked every word that came out of my mouth because it sounded more like a text book and that was a major threat to her sensibilities and she hated me for it with a passion even though I couldn't help being the way I was and tried everything in my power to gain her love, respect and approval. It wasn't to ever happen. She's a retard with a "conduct disorder", not unlike Temple Grandin had but without the education and training. You do the math. She took it out on my body on a daily basis because I was "different" than she was. She thought I was smart, but in fact I had many cognitive challenges despite what my gifts and talents suggest. So, I don't take very keenly to any retard, particularly the evil retard, who needs a lot of schooling and training to control their conduct. I never did need that sort of training. I was hyperlexic and that sort of class and character came to me naturally. I have a right to my anger, which I have finally reached. And with people of this nature and character, it is an open invitation to spew their innately evil characteristics and traits because they are beyond any ability to understand or comprehend when a given person has a right to be angry in the face of this sort of mockery and mistreatment and respond to it in a like manner. I don't care anymore.

[Meadow]

Look Mechanima, I had been around a long time before that thread was written.

[Meadow]

Look Mechanima, I had been around a long time before that thread was written.

Meadow,

Can't you see that doesn't make any difference? It's not ok to sucker punch someone if you get to know them first...it's worse...

No matter HOW much you hurt...it's not justified...

I didn't sucker punch anyone. I have issues with therapy. It's okay for them to mock and ridicule me but when I give it back to them, however mildly, like "stick it in your ear and twirl it" woo woo, big time insults there. That's just stupid. It wasn't a personal thing. I wasn't ridiculing or mocking anyone because they had suffered in their lives or some other cruel nonsense.

[ZEGH8578]

you cant ask for advice
then be even "ever so slightly" sarcastical about throwing it back in their face.

just another fact of life, and its undebatable. it goes for everyone.

one thing i have learned myself in fact is, figure out wether you even WANT advice, or wether you just want to vent. then let peole know. i complain about a lot of stuff, but i let people know that my main interest is to just get shit off my chest.

[Meadow]

you cant ask for advice
then be even "ever so slightly" sarcastical about throwing it back in their face.

just another fact of life, and its undebatable. it goes for everyone.

one thing i have learned myself in fact is, figure out wether you even WANT advice, or wether you just want to vent. then let peole know. i complain about a lot of stuff, but i let people know that my main interest is to just get shit off my chest.

Yeah well, I never actually "asked" for advice. Given the environment, why would anyone? Otherwise you make very good points. There is nothing in the environment however for me to attempt to be so constructive and say I just need a bitching session because there's always a wise guy with some smart-ass remark to come forth to apparently claim their brilliant sense of intelligence for the day.

[Meadow]

I didn't sucker punch anyone. I have issues with therapy. It's okay for them to mock and ridicule me but when I give it back to them, however mildly, like "stick it in your ear and twirl it" woo woo, big time insults there. That's just stupid. It wasn't a personal thing. I wasn't ridiculing or mocking anyone because they had suffered in their lives or some other cruel nonsense.

Then why not just say:
"Thanks Rage, but I have issues with Therapy"?

Stick it up your wazoo!!

[Squidusa]

I didn't sucker punch anyone. I have issues with therapy. It's okay for them to mock and ridicule me but when I give it back to them, however mildly, like "stick it in your ear and twirl it" woo woo, big time insults there. That's just stupid. It wasn't a personal thing. I wasn't ridiculing or mocking anyone because they had suffered in their lives or some other cruel nonsense.

Then why not just say:
"Thanks Rage, but I have issues with Therapy"?

Stick it up your wazoo!!

Oh go die in a fire you idiotic little bitch.

[Meadow]

Right, you want me to be kind to people who prior had nothing but a long-winded rash of pigs breath, at my expense, and the minute they want to come in with something seemingly halfway decent, I should turn around and trust that in good faith. Sorry guys. Really!!!

[ZEGH8578]

Right, you want me to be kind to people who prior had nothing but a long-winded rash of pigs breath, at my expense, and the minute they want to come in with something seemingly halfway decent, I should turn around and trust that in good faith. Sorry guys. Really!!!

damn, your on a warpath arent you?

[Meadow]

I didn't sucker punch anyone. I have issues with therapy. It's okay for them to mock and ridicule me but when I give it back to them, however mildly, like "stick it in your ear and twirl it" woo woo, big time insults there. That's just stupid. It wasn't a personal thing. I wasn't ridiculing or mocking anyone because they had suffered in their lives or some other cruel nonsense.

Then why not just say:
"Thanks Rage, but I have issues with Therapy"?

Stick it up your wazoo!!

Oh go die in a fire you idiotic little bitch.

Take your squid-fucking ass someplace and get a life.

[Meadow]

Right, you want me to be kind to people who prior had nothing but a long-winded rash of pigs breath, at my expense, and the minute they want to come in with something seemingly halfway decent, I should turn around and trust that in good faith. Sorry guys. Really!!!

damn, your on a warpath arent you?

If that works for you, call it whatever you like.

[Squidusa]

You know what Meadow?

Shut it.

yeah you've had crap in your life but then again so have MOST people.

You insult any who show you kindness then you bitch about how horrible everyone is to you. Incase you hadn't notice no one on this site gives a fuck about you or your problems anymore because you have pushed each member away with your cuntish ways.

Get your head out of your arse and people may start giving a fuck , until then expect shit from other members because right now thats all you deserve.

I didn't sucker punch anyone. I have issues with therapy. It's okay for them to mock and ridicule me but when I give it back to them, however mildly, like "stick it in your ear and twirl it" woo woo, big time insults there. That's just stupid. It wasn't a personal thing. I wasn't ridiculing or mocking anyone because they had suffered in their lives or some other cruel nonsense.

Then why not just say:
"Thanks Rage, but I have issues with Therapy"?

Stick it up your wazoo!!

Oh go die in a fire you idiotic little bitch.

Take your squid-fucking ass someplace and get a life.

why dont you make me?