I was an autistic little girl who was very gifted but very trapped inside by autism and couldn't speak well enough to save my own life who grew up just to endure more unthinkable abuses and then finally figured out on my own that I am autistic but what I find is someone like Temple Grandin who is leading the world to believe that autism is really retardation. She can communicate quite well and she can advocate quite well for herself. And she has had a lot of training and she has learned from a very early age to pattern herself after the autistic rather than the retard and we will stand up and say this is the image of autism. Since I'm autistic, I'm not very diplomatic with my particular form of speech. That's a struggle for me and will probably continue to be. I had classic autism when I was a baby and a child and I also had the very clear "little professor" qualities when I got older because the only way I could really talk was through my memorization skills which were photographic. I was able to listen to an entire fairytale for example and go home and recite the entire story verbatim to my younger siblings. If I were to resort to echolalia I would have been cursing like a sailor because of the environment I was trying to survive and grow up in. The fact that I had the "little professor" qualities in that environment is nothing less than remarkable. I'm angry about everything that has happened to me. I'm angry at all the injustice in the world. I'm angry that there are so many maggots like yourselves in the world to go with. Everywhere you go, there is this sort of evil retard who lurks around every corner. That's because there are so many of you. It's called "average" and "below average" which makes up a majority, unfortunately.
