I believe her. Why would someone lie about that?
Why would she repeatedly lie about leaving this site only to keep coming back?
I don't know. Meadow has said she will leave but not said when, so there is not really a lie there.
If I suffered PTSD to the extent that Meadow does - experiencing it while online - then I would go and not come back. PTSD is no fun.
I live alone and I also have autism with language and communication difficulties so having a good forum would be ideal for someone like me but trolls like these make it impossible.These idiots haven't a clue what it is to have a disability. Both autism and PTSD, along with depression. Not a surprise there. I have Complex PTSD actually. But anything I say is food for fodder for these idiots. I can't be around people like this. It is gutter material, not exactly my cup of tea. I'm sorry you have PTSD. I know it hurts.
I am being treated for my PTSD at the moment. It is mostly about school and uni. I am getting better, though. I never thought I would be affected by it. Yours sounds load worse than mine, though. I do hope you find some peace. Being here will most likely not bring that to you unfortunately.