What's wrong. You can't fathom how someone with my challenges can live the quality of life that I live? That's exactly why you've been abusing me. Because you "assume" based on my abuse history and my disability that I'm a worthless, god forsaken, pile of cow dung. And that also makes you extremely worthless cowards to make such ignorant assumptions. I have said over and over that I am loved. I am also not ugly. I am very gifted and talented. I also have a sunset view out my sliding glass door to the deck with trees and hills beyond and almost total privacy. I'm autistic and that also means I'm not a liar. I don't have that kind of talent.